i hate you
i hate you for making me feel this way
i hate you for treating me the way you do
i hate you for playing with my feelings
i hate you for making me feel special
i hate you for making me think something could happen
i hate you for making me having to put a fake smile and pretend that im not hurting inside
i hate you for making me cry
i hate you for giving me little hope
i hate you for giving me expectations but ending up with nothing but dissapoinment and a heartache
i hate you for doing this twice to me
i hate that im stupid 
i hate that i knew you were joking but the way you treated me gave me hope that maybe you werent and that something could happen
i hate that i look forward to a simple inbox from you
i hate that i cant think of reason why i even like you
i.hate.you.. i hate you.. i hate you.. hate you. hate you. hate you. you you you you jerk
but
"the one that hurts you most can be the one that makes you the happiest.."