i hate you
i hate you for making me feel this way
i hate you for treating me the way you do
i hate you for playing with my feelings
i hate you for making me feel special
i hate you for making me think something could happen
i hate you for making me having to put a fake smile and pretend that im not hurting inside
i hate you for making me cry
i hate you for giving me little hope
i hate you for giving me expectations but ending up with nothing but dissapoinment and a heartache
i hate you for doing this twice to me
i hate that im stupid 
i hate that i knew you were joking but the way you treated me gave me hope that maybe you werent and that something could happen
i hate that i look forward to a simple inbox from you
i hate that i cant think of reason why i even like you
i.hate.you.. i hate you.. i hate you.. hate you. hate you. hate you. you you you you jerk
but
"the one that hurts you most can be the one that makes you the happiest.."

.. if you cant change the world, change your own world ...

one in a million ♫ ♬ - Neyo

hello myself.

this is your mind speaking. 

It's about time I have a moment to share my thoughts. 

Most of the time, you would lock me inside your mind and keep me there. 

Things that you wouldn't speak or even talk about.

But seriously, i find it so hard to do this right now. I don't even know what to say.

• Life's boring, and it needs more excitement like in those fanfics. :)

• I'm slacking in school. 

• My confidence and self esteem drops every month and haha social life is going down the drain.

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP  ME BRING IT UP ALL BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.

i want to be a photographer. ♥

I want to be a dancer. ♥

Instead of sitting here, wanting and waiting for it to happen,
take action and

"MAKE IT HAPPEN"

"go confident in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagine" - Henry David Thoreav